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Pestilence & Bitter Destruction (2009 - 2011)

by Suicide Casanova

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1.
i guess you don't miss me at all i guess you've been lying for some time it takes some serious drugs to fool me into thinking there's reason to go on so, i didn't treat you like a lady? and i did not take of you? and you didn't feel like a part of me? i'm trying not to hold my breath this time i guess you don't and i guess you've been turned into this someone i don't even know
2.
Sincerely 03:40
i wanted to thank you for these songs, dear cause if you hadn't left me - left me all alone what would i have to sing about except for being loved? what would it take to get you back, babe? into your arms, where i belong the sweetest embrace i know - it was ours but you took it away - gave it to someone else do you know that you haunt me in my dreams, love? it seems so real - can feel you breathe you had my heart, girl - it was your's to have and to hold - to cherish, i thought you would i hope it won't be this easy next time for you i hope the next time you feel like this i hope it won't be this easy next time for you i hope the next time you feel like dying: like there's nothing left except an empty void in your chest where your heart used to be abandoned: cut off from the one and only person that you've ever loved so sincerely
3.
when i lay down to try to sleep my heart beats so heavily and so hard cause i'm thinking of you and i can't stop remember that day we drove all around looking for a house for you to move into and you would say "my baby does so much for me"? but here i've found that i've been misled cause there's no way that you could have felt the same going to the Whaling Days the nauseating rides lying with each other on the grass with my arms around you watching the fireworks together but here i find that i've been misled cause there's no way that you could have felt the same on the grass with my arms around you watching the fireworks together
4.
What Life Is 03:23
if you ever get tired of being alone or maybe you just miss me so if the one you're with doesn't make you happy i'll probably still be sitting right here cause i love you so much, i don't know what life is without the love you gave me could it be that you're not coming back? so i spend my days feeling like a lost dog, i try to get out do some things and feel alright but my mind always settles in on you where'd you go with my heart? please don't act like you're not coming back
5.
as the days go by, nothing ever changes for me i am so incredibly sad and lonely every day and i think about her most of the time and i just hate myself for losing her cause she is the most beautiful girl i've ever known and i know that no one as wonderful as her will ever love me again oh no there's not a reason good enough to make it worthwhile to ever wake up again i don't feel like getting up at all today think i'll just go back to bed and rot away i don't believe that good things will happen for me anymore i think my life is over, but the days keep going by so, goodnight to no one goodnight
6.
i loved you so much so much that now that you're gone i want to be too wanna be just like beebee don't you still love me at all? of this, i can't heal don't you - don't you dear? sometimes i wish that no one cared about me i would not still hurt my heart and my soul, gone

about

these songs were written in 2009 under the name Suicide Casanova.

tracks 1 through 5 were recorded on Protools at my old apartment in Columbia, SC. track 6 was recorded a bit later at my folks' place in late 2011.

the sounds on the first 5 were created using an acoustic guitar through an old Crate practice amp, a bass guitar, a midi-controller, and a microphone.

i was able to record the drums live for the song "Don't You Dear", in contrast to the fake ones heard on the other songs. for this song, i also used an electric guitar through a Vox amp.

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they shall be wasted with hunger,
devoured by pestilence and bitter destruction.

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released January 29, 2013

charley potter

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